Financial info next week

So I've been waiting and waiting and waiting for the financial estimate. At this point I've said 'yes' to this proposal based on the medical and social history but with the caveate that I haven't seen the finacial info. I have now had the details for 29 days. That's 29 days of hopes and dreams of a little baby girl born in September. Plans of the trip to get her, plans of camping next year this time with a 9 month old. Plans of everything. I'm so scared. Realistically I have a budget and have to say 'no' if it somes in over that but my heart is so involved after 29 days. I so wish I had all the info so much quicker. So hoping it works out! Hears hoping!