AHHH!!

So I've put off doing this post for a bit now but here goes. Last week on Monday night I received a call from my agency in Utah. They said they were concerned about the amount I said the adoption could cost. They thought it was unrealistically low and would be hard to make a match at that level. I was mad as they had had my file for a month and they couldn't have told me sooner?? Anyways I called my mom and she generously offered some funds (turned out I didn't need them, but was so stunned and thrilled with the offer). I called my bank where i have the adoption loan through and was able to increase the amount with them. Then I got an email from The adoption centre in Kelowna saying that they needed to talk to me. I figured it was just about the funds, so no biggie. Boy was I wrong. They said that the Utah agency only had a temporary Hague license and it was going to expire on March 31 and they were not going to get a full certification. So they either needed to match me with a mom before March 31 or they wouldn't be able to do my adoption. So then I called Utah, they basically said that they wanted to drop me as they didn't think they could match me that soon. They would give back my money, except the registration fee. So that was last thursday and I was really upset as this ment I needed to start over with a new agency. They recommended one. I checked out the agency they recommended and they look good. They assure me that much of it should be transferable, but well see. At least I'm not in limbo mode anymore.