Bye Baby Bye Bye

So I heard yesterday that the emergency hearing was a pretty good shot. So I was up and then this morning I got the fee estimate and am very down. It's high, very high. Too high. So I had to say no to the September baby. Regrouping and deciding what to do and if I can get the fees down to my budget with any baby. what to do. I don't want to start over with a third agency! I have a phone appointment on Wednesday with my BC agency to discuss what the options are and where to go from here. Sad, but doing okay, mostly.